Monday, May 27, 2024

silence

 i just go silent about what hurts me sometimes

and with you i was FURIOUS

i HATED you and maybe 

still

i can still get my revenge

because better you

than my love


and i

can't

fucking

stand

you

NO WOMAN WANTED YOU i read it all

all of it

and it was hard to read and the past you won't discuss is so dark and so sad

and you write so like i do

our young selves were so like each other inside

and, look

you have such intriguing, intense cheekbones

your chin is so strong

you're striking

but, cédric 

apparently

i love men who want to hurt me

orgasm time!

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