denial

 you gaslit me.

i've known it since you did it.

i'm falling

i'm falling

i'm falling

because i can't match it with the rest of you.

so i know. your trauma made you do it. it has to be your trauma. but why would you gaslight

abusers gaslight!

you're not an abuser! what happened to you to make you gaslight me?

you very clearly wrote that living in poland for six months was a long time but to move toward you afterward.

how am i supposed to trust you to recover our conversation? you'll just find a way to remove that part.

and then i'll be dying

falling

dying

falling

dying