Wednesday, October 25, 2023

disbelief

i'm looking at it.

i see it.

it's deliberate; you are deliberate. i loved that about you.

but--are you deliberately

abusive?

it's all so calculated. but you were good!

you were so good.

how could you be so calculated in...

...is it a root of evil, or--

--no. you've been so wronged you can't relax

isn't that it?...

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