cessation

bahie.

but i think i'm going to show you. 

and the world can see it, because that's how toxic

how disgusting

what shit

you ground into me.

such utter disrespect

and i wanted you to be free. but you indicted me and wanted to leave me with my abduction

when i

have fought. and clawed. and found my way to a beautiful poet, you.

not to be smeared into something i am not.

not to be thrown into the deepest ocean and told i owe $62.37 for swimming lessons.